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Late Nights and Wild and Crazy Sex

This weekend wasn't too bad. Actually, it was quite good.

Friday I was rather sick so not much happened. I went to work for 30 minutes. Lame. I'll be crying when I get paid on Friday. Oh well. Amber also came in to visit me when I wasn't there. :[ Saturday was pretty good though. Went to BK for breakfast with Jess. We went in our PJs while it was raining. I still wasn't feeling all too well so I didn't finish all my food, but it was worth it. Then I came back home to take a shower and get ready to go see "Across the Universe" again with her.

For all of you who haven't seen it, do it right now. Because it's fantastic. Pretty much, it's a musical of almost every Beatles song ever. But soooo good and a lot better. lol The only part that may deter you is the Acid Circus. Way to do drugs.

So anyway, the movies was great. I love spending time with my loves like and Jess and Amber. But we're getting to her. So, I came home and chilled a bit, then went to see my boy. He ended up taking me to China Dynasty in Hadley. It's a very nice place inside. I'm not one for Chinese food (and still wasn't feeling well) so I didn't eat much, but then we went to see "Elizabeth: The Golden Age." Not so good, for those of you expecting a lot. Although, what's to be expected? Cate Blanchette is not by any stretch of the imagination a remotely good looking woman. Great actress, but apparently shares the same plastic surgeon as Michael Jackson. ANYWAY...

There were a bunch of drunk people at the apartment when I got home so I was rather annoyed, but had a conversation with Bunny about sweet metal bands and got him to listen to Glass Casket. But I just wanted to sleep but was incresibly uncomfortable with all those people there and I ended up being on the phone with Brian Steele until about 3 AM. I hardly remember seeing Eric at all. I let him to the apartment when he got home around 4:30 and when he gave me a kiss goodbye when he went back to work, but that's pretty much it. Other than that, I slept until 2 in the afternoon. I came home and chilled, expecting my boyfriend would call me and hang out with me like he does every day and I could get cigarettes, but of course, he decides to go to the bar and not at least call or text me and let me know he wasn't going to hang out with me today. So I got pissed and he ended up buying me cigarettes anyway, but went to the bar at Nini's to drink with Bunny and I went and visited Amber <3.

She and I went to the mall because we were gonna go to a movie. We took crazy pictures in the booth thing which was fun and chilled until the movie. We saw "Dan in Real Life." It was pretty funny. Especially when I laughed at something and I spilled my candy and I'm just like, "Ahhh NOOOOOO! I spilled my candy!" and laughed so hard I cried while Amber laughed at me. It was good times. "No Amber, I don't want to steal fruit at almost midnight." lmao Put it on my tab. LOL Oh man. So yeah. I love feeling like I finally have some of the freedom I've been dying to have for years now.

I went to the movies a lot since Wednesday. I went and saw Across the Universe with Oniisama Wednesday and then saw it again with Jess Saturday, then Elizabeth Saturday night with Eric, Dan in Real Life tonight with Amber, then Wednesday night Jess and I are supposed to go see Saw 4. Sick. I'm so excited. Not so much for my dentist appointment that day...but whatev.

Anyway, I'm out. Night. <3 :]

A Monday That Wasn't So Bad

School was pretty lame. It was a waste of my time to go, but then, those are the best days to be there I guess. All I did was talk and read all day. I did nothing in all of my classes. I do have to study for an Economics test tomorrow which sucks but whatever.

Then J Sears and I went to BK after school and got some food, then came back to my house to play some DDR and such. Now I'm getting ready to head off to work which in itself isn't so bad either. Eric's supposed to come visit me and bring me cigarettes. He's such a sweetie when he wants to be. Anyway, that's all for today. Peace.

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I Like Bathing in Pain - Laura

Ah I love Laura. lol

And I love bathing in pain as well. I get a twisted sense of satisfaction in knowing I'm hurting someone by being me. Aaaaanyway.

I want to have sexual relations with Jonas freaking Altberg. Oh man. I want to seduce him when he comes to America. Think it'll work? I'll have to find fool proof ways of doing it.

I love pain. And "Beer in the Bar." And Jonas Altberg. And if Eric EVER says I'm like Sandi, I will cut off his balls and feed them to him. Byee :]

Old Stuff Like Woah

Yeah wow. I haven't used this thing since Freshman year. Holy freaking crap. I remember the days when being on xanga all day was the coolest thing EVER. Your xanga wasn't cool unless you had awesome stuff to say about your friends and your layouts weren't supper awesome. When all you did in class the next day was talk about the layouts and debate the pronunciation of the word xanga. Ah well, those days are long since gone.

So yeah, I went through reading this thing the other day and so many things I hardly remember just blew my mind. Old stuff with Mickey and conversations with Laura that brought a smile to my face. Memories of things I did that I was like, "Oh man, that was so awesome!" or "I did that!?" Good times.

I'm thinking about bringing this thing back. Maybe. Myspace is getting pretty lame especially since someone keeps hacking me like a dickface. Laaaame.

Tonight I've planned on cleaning and going through some old things. Seeing what I can finally let go of and what I should probably take out, redecorate a little. I came to the sad realization today that I will not be moving out on my 18th like I had dreamed of doing. That happens when every dollar of your lousy paycheck has to go to doctors appointments, dance bills, car insurance, gas, keeping the cell phone on, and cigarettes. I shouldn't stay up too much longer though because I have to go to work tomorrow. 2 to close which isn't too bad on a Sunday, but then I'm going to hang out with Eric a little.

I really can't wait until he moves now. Before I was rather apprehensive about it because I was like "Oh man, I'll never see Sandi or Cassidy anymore and he'll be farther away." But now it's like, I can't wait until I don't have to see Sandi anymore. She's been such a bitch lately that I'm just like, "please go to hell before I put you there myself." I make it a point to stay away from her now. It's almost sad since we used to be like, "Sandi!" "Kim!" *hug, take random picture together* Now we don't even make eye contact when I go over there. I'm alright with it though. I'm sick of having friends I don't actually like. And she owes me my goddamn pictures from the last two times her and I went modeling. I guess when Myspace is done being a tard, I'll comment her and be like, "Pics, bitch."

Anyway, I'm out now. Peace.